#6
Bismillah. I realized this semester has been very bad for me. everything. i started with positive vibes but through out this sem (currently week 9) I have not made any progress. I lied to myself, I know. and somehow I don't know how to escape myself. Last night I had terrible headache and very bad mood swing. and I know now I have many, MANY, works to be done but I just don't want to. I realized that now, if I feel forced to do something, I tend to NOT doing it. sucks huh. Anyway. reflecting myself again, I haven't done anything to reach my resolution this year. (some days i feel so lost- that I don't even know how to live my own life, Allahu)